Bye Ah Zhor

I still could never quite accept that you are not with me anymore.. I would never see you again.. I couldn't drive you to church anymore.. I would not have to go over to see you straight after I arrive Penang anymore.. I wouldn't be able to be kissed by you anymore.. ah zhor.. I hope you can hear me when I am calling you.. I would never ever get a chance to call you ah zhor face to face again.. I would not be able to accompany you anymore.. and from tonight onwards.. I wouldn't be abe to see you anymore.. you last saw me in July.. can you still remember how do I look like? can you still remember what did you say to me?? I remember.. ah zhor.. I remember the smile on your face and the tears in your eyes when you see me coming back from Australia.. I remember every single word from you.. I remember you said you were really happy cuz Edwin and I would be in Penang during chinese new year next year.. you said you would wait for me to come back.. but two days ago.. mum told me that you said you couldn't wait anymore.. ah zhor.. I am glad that you are with God now.. and you are free from sufferring.. but ah zhor.. I really wish I was there with you when you were weak.. ah zhor.. rest in peace.. with God.. ah zhor.. I miss you.. ah zhor.. can you hear me??