Penang

Sorry for not updating for a while.. cuz I really couldn't be bothered.. and now.. I am a bit bored.. I don't mind killing my time here..

I am employed!!! working in Be Smart now.. yes.. I am serious.. I am working.. this is my first job in my entire life.. Everyone doesn't believe me when I tell them.. but I don't mind working in Be Smart.. flexible working time.. quite high pay.. RM5 per hour..

I haven't met all my friends.. only one group so far.. another two groups.. sorry guys.. I will definitely meet everyone soon..

first saturday home..

second saturday..

2 down 5 to go

"I did so badly!!!"

"Me too.. Me three.. Me four.."

"Guys.. It doesn't matter.. It's just all about your future!!"

*How sarcastic*

Yea.. that was the first conversation we had after finished an hour of specialist maths exam 1.. beg your pardon.. it's only exam 1.. and everyone was screwed.. and exam 2 is always harder than exam 1 cuz we are allowed to bring calculator and notes in.. that would be so much harder.. since we screwed up the first paper.. we would screw up the second paper as well.. wuhooo.. I was expecting to get a raw score of 35 for this.. and now.. I am only aiming for 28.. btw.. it's out of 50.. but it gets mark up by 10 or 11.. My aim is just to get into Melb Uni!!!! Will my dream come true?? Unless I work my ass off for rest of the papers.. and now what am i doing?? procrastinating here.. wuhoo.. I will definitely score in my exam *sacarstically*

Updating photos from last few weeks..

Party Night @ Garnett 221008

Garnett Year 12 Breaky @ Finnigans Place 241008

Valedictory Dinner 251008

Last ESL Class forever 291008

Dinner @ Wharf Shed 311008
Coffee Bean @ Westfield 311008

Last day of school 291008

Believe or not?? It's the end of my school life.. Yesterday was the last day of official classes for us.. and it was casual clothes day again.. for the canteen thingy? can't remember.. anyways.. it was pyjamas day for year 12s.. they were trying to have something special on the last day of school.. it was funny to see how people just woke up from their dreams and walked into dinner hall with their pjs.. haha.. and some of them were with full suit of pjs.. hahaha.. and someone was bringing her teddy around school for the whole day.. to class.. to lunch and dinner..

Here is some photos of my last day of school.. we took like hundreds of photos around school.. =)

THE END!!! final starts on Friday though.. =P

Happy Birthday Zhao Wei!

"HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY ZHAO WEI!!"

Dear Zhao Wei,
finally you are legal.. don't have to borrow wen lin's ID anymore.. wuhoo.. and I am so glad that I was the first one who called you on your birthday.. I hardly get to be the first one.. so if I couldn't be the first one.. I tend to be the last one.. special.. =) just read your blog.. chao nick ditched you for soccer?? hmm.. so sporty meh?? duhh.. hahaha.. I will punch him when I see him on 11th.. wuhoo.. you must have had some fun on your birthday.. see ya in 2 weeks time..

Believe Or Not?? I have graduated..

22 Oct: Party Night for Year 12s Farewell

That night was fun.. I was paid out by Sab and Jolene for being a lesbian with Liana 10 years later and we got married in LA.. hahaha.. that was just a joke..

24 Oct: Year 12s breakfast and Year 12s last chapel service

The breakfast was a nice one.. I had eggs benedicts.. yumm.. although I don't really like egg yolks.. but I don't mid eggs benedicts.. the chapel service that morning was an emotional one.. ppl cried.. but I didn't.. some of them have been in this school but different campus for 13 years.. and me?? only 2 years.. of course I won't be that emotional.. but overall it was a memorable one..

25 Oct: Valedictory Dinner

It was quite nice.. but the weather was shitty.. it was pretty warm.. I was described as a person who is obessed with piglets(cuz I have 3 piglet soft toys in my room) and also a person who could be bothered to write on her blog everyday.. =.=

26 Oct: Speech Day
The weather was shitty as well.. but that was my speech day.. so my tolerance was better than normal days of course.. received our leavers certificate.. and also a signet ring for joining the OGGs.. which is the Old Geelong Grammarians Association.. and now.. I HAVE GRADUATED!!

ps: more photos coming up..

It's almost the end of year 12

Tonight was the last super supper for Year 12s.. Everyone at school is saying farewell to us.. Is this the end of my high school life?? I think the answer is probably yes.. It's coming to the end..

Party night always includes songs composed or edited by year 10s.. and a short drama from year 11s.. which they could pay all the year 12s out.. it was so funny.. I was being paid out for being a lesbian when I turned up to a 10 year reunion of class 2008 with Liana, who is one of my besties here.. hahahaha.. that was funny.. thanks.. =)
*will post some photos up soon*

here are some photos we took at school.. and put them all into an album and gave it to our head of house.. thank god she wasn't angry when she looked at it..

I don't smoke..

guys toilet.. wuhoo..

Has been a week..

It has been a week since ah zhor left us.. but for some weird reasons.. maybe it's because of God's comfort.. I still think ah zhor is alive.. she is still with me..

*dear friends.. thanks for those comforts you all gave me last week.. especially ah qi.. thanks to everyone anyways.. your concerns are much appreciated*

mum and dad are coming this thursday.. but I won't see them till Friday night.. anyways.. I am stll pumped to see them.. I haven't seen them for more than 3 months.. and I am glad that they are here to attend my valedictory dinner and speech day.. so that I won't be an "orphan" when everyone's parents are coming for their special day..

my final starts on next Friday.. am I prepared?? no.. I am not.. I need more time.. but at the same time I want my exam to come soon and end asap so that I can go back home!!!

Bye Ah Zhor

I still could never quite accept that you are not with me anymore.. I would never see you again.. I couldn't drive you to church anymore.. I would not have to go over to see you straight after I arrive Penang anymore.. I wouldn't be able to be kissed by you anymore.. ah zhor.. I hope you can hear me when I am calling you.. I would never ever get a chance to call you ah zhor face to face again.. I would not be able to accompany you anymore.. and from tonight onwards.. I wouldn't be abe to see you anymore.. you last saw me in July.. can you still remember how do I look like? can you still remember what did you say to me?? I remember.. ah zhor.. I remember the smile on your face and the tears in your eyes when you see me coming back from Australia.. I remember every single word from you.. I remember you said you were really happy cuz Edwin and I would be in Penang during chinese new year next year.. you said you would wait for me to come back.. but two days ago.. mum told me that you said you couldn't wait anymore.. ah zhor.. I am glad that you are with God now.. and you are free from sufferring.. but ah zhor.. I really wish I was there with you when you were weak.. ah zhor.. rest in peace.. with God.. ah zhor.. I miss you.. ah zhor.. can you hear me??

I will miss you..T_T

This is my 100th post.. and it is the sadest post ever.. last night 11.10(Malaysia time) my beloved great grandmother has left this world and gone to heaven.. I wasn't told until this morning.. I can't accept this.. I don't want this to happen.. She said she would wait for me.. She said she would.. but now.. she is gone.. and I don't get to see her.. I didn't have mental preparation in June that that was the last time for me to see her.. and that was the last time for me to call her "ah zhor" and that was the last time for her to kiss my hand.. that was the last time for her to see me.. that was the last time for her to call me "e-ling".. I don't want this to happen.. I really don't.. I can't accept it.. I can't.. I want to go home.. I want to go home.. but dad said it was pointless for me to go back.. cuz she won't be able to talk to me anymore.. I want to see her.. I want!!! Dad said God had arranged everything.. and this is God's decision.. but why didn't God give me a chance to say bye bye to her.. why didn't God arrange it some time later.. but not now.. I don't know the answers.. but dad kept on telling me that ah zhor went peacefully.. if she stays.. she will suffer more.. I know.. but I really miss ah zhor.. I want her back.. I want ah zhor..

Ah Zhor.. can you hear me calling you over and over again? Do you know that I really miss you??

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YSY

"Happy 18th Birthday Sze Yee!!"

Dear Sze Yee,
Have you received my test msg?? Happy birthday again.. 18 now.. legal now.. =) Read your blog that day.. you are having exams right?? Good luck.. I am having mine in 2 weeks as well.. and I will be back in 30 days.. See you.. Hope that everything is fine now..

2 BAD News

I hadn't done so badly in maths ever.. and last Friday.. I got my practice exam's score for specialist maths back.. and I did so badly.. even the teacher was so shocked.. and so did I.. I failed.. and not even a nice mark.. very very unpredictable score.. no one would want to know how bad did I go..

On Saturday when I called my mum.. everything was still alright.. and when my dad talked to me.. he was like "if you want us to come to your speech day.. you really have to pray hard.." Something happened at home obviously.. My great grandma is very ill now.. *everyone out there.. "great grandma" doesn't sound like a close relative right?? but no.. I am really close with her*.. Once my dad told me about that.. My tears just flowed out from my watery eyes.. I haven't seen her for 3 months.. and I won't be back till November.. there is another month left.. I miss her.. I want to go home.. but I am not allowed to cuz dad said so.. She couldn't talk to me on the phone because she didn't have energy.. and her throat hurts when she talks..

On Sunday.. *withheld*(no number) appeared on my phone screen.. I wished that it wasn't my mum.. cuz I didn't wan to know any bad news.. and yea.. It was my mum.. and she asked me whether I was free or not.. of course I would say yes.. She asked me to talk to my great grandma.. I did.. I was like "ah zhor.. ah zhor.. can you hear me?? you have to stay healthy.. I am coming back in a month time.." but there wasn't any response from her.. tears flowed again.. my heart was cramped.. I asked my dad again whether she was still very ill or not? and he said no no.. she was getting better now.. I knew he didn't want me to be worried.. then he passed it to my aunt.. she was crying when she talk to me on the phone.. how could I not be worried?? I really want to get a ticket and fly back striaght away!!!

I couldn't sleep on Sunday night.. I called Ah Qi.. she knew how I felt.. I hardly cry on the phone when I talk to Ah Qi.. I think I never cried on the phone when I talk to Ah Qi.. and that night I did.. thanks for the comfort you gave me.. much appreciated.. then I still couldn't sleep.. I called my dad.. he told me that my great grandma was a bit better after she heard my voice.. I miss her.. I want to go home!!!

30 days here is too long for me now!!!

Happy Day!!

Although I didn't do well in some of my practice exams but anyways.. some other events made my day!!!

1. 2 distinctions for me.. English as a Second Language and Specialist Maths..
2. 1 distinction for my bro.. English as a Second Language..
3. ROY IS GOING TO QUIT SMOKING!!!
4. WEN MANAGED TO STOP SMOKING FOR 14 DAYS!!

wuhoo.. these random events just made my day.. I am so so so glad.. I am so pleased that I got distinctions for subjects that I am not that confident with.. and my bro.. this is the first time for him to get distinction.. and Roy.. finally told me that he was going to quit smoking.. this has been my birthday wish for 2 years.. Wen finally managed to control himself.. yes!!! Everything is just incredibly great today..

First Day of School..

Buhoohoo.. it's 12.23pm now.. I should be studying for my next prac exam which is English.. but I really can't be bothered(cbf).. I can't wait till all of this crap end.. I am so so so over school although I have only 37 days left.. I am procastinating.. that's why I am blogging.. hahaha..

Look!! Look!! Look!! I am only crossing out the days in the green box.. hahaha.. only half of the term.. yuhooo..
Back to this small hole of mine in GGS.. unfortunately.. My light above my desk is flickering.. It is so annoying.. cuz now I have to turn on another light to study which is yellow.. I prefer white lights for study.. duhh.. waiting for the maintainence ppl to come over today..
*it is a bit messy.. cuz I can't be bothered to tidy it up*


Oh yea.. I bought another pair of havaianas for myself.. blue blue blue.. that's the only thing I bought throughout the term break.. I didn't even go shopping.. duhh..

My Last Night For This Term Break!!

Omg.. last night for me to stay in Sarah's apartment.. and it's the end of the holiday.. buhoohoo.. and Tuesday till Friday will be my practice exam.. omg.. I am not prepared.. I am sure I will not do well in it.. shit..

I don't want to go back to school.. but now.. I am trying to think positively.. 1 month and 5 days till I can go home.. wuhoo.. and 19 days till my parents are coming for my speech day.. 19 days left till I graduate.. these 36 days will be very stressful.. study study and study.. that's my priority.. thank God that I have got almost all the songs I need to study.. Jay Chou and SHE rock my world.. =) Getting SHE's new album from my bro tomorrow.. and Jay Chou's album I have to wait till mum comes over.. But anyways.. I have got most of them.. *downloaded.. which is not a good supporter of his does.. but I just can't wait.. so sorry*

I have done 50 hours of work this holidays.. and I am pretty satisfied with myself.. although some of the days I wasn't too concentrating.. but anyways.. I have done most of my work that I am required to do..

Overall.. I love this holiday.. although there was some events that I wasn't really happy with.. but still.. I love this holiday.. =)

ps:我懂了..我累了..不说了..梦淹了..

I Miss Terry Law!!!

Terry is back!!! And I finally got to meet her this whole afternoon till night.. wuhoo.. thanks to her mum.. treating us everything today.. Thank you.. she must have spent more than 600 bucks today for 10 of us.. lunch.. karaoke.. and dinner..

I will not get to meet her till the end of this year.. maybe christmas or new year.. I will definitely going over to Hong Kong.. =) I might want to go over earlier.. hehehe.. I will ask mum..

3 days left till Prac Exam!!

Ok.. the previous post was 6 days till prac exams.. now.. it's 3 days till prac exams.. I thought I haven't studied enough.. but when I went on facebook just now.. I saw quite a few people wrote on others wall telling them that they had only done 5 hours of study.. I have done 10 times more then them.. phew~ I don't feel bad now.. cuz we are supposed to do 100 hours.. 20 hours for each subject.. but now.. I have only done 50 hours.. which is not good enough..

anyways.. Terry Law is here.. wuhoo.. I haven't seen her since she left school.. I am so pumped to see her later.. 10.10am now.. I am going to shower then go out... wuhoo.. (haven't done any work today).. perhaps I should do some maths before I go..

Chao..

ps:sorry for crapping.. just feel like blogging.. =)

6 days left till prac exams

Oops.. Time flies.. and it's almost the end of my term break.. but I rather call it as a study break.. hmm.. I think this term break will be the most productive term break for me.. I haven't been studying so much during breaks.. and now.. I can say that I am kinda working my ass off.. Cuz I want to get into MELB UNI!!! People who aren't putting any afford wouldn't be able to reach their goals.. So.. I have to work harder.. and harder.. cuz VCE(my course) is like a competition.. Everyone out there is studying.. If I am not.. then I will be gone..

Anyways.. I am pretty satisfy with myself today.. I didn't go out at all.. Stayed at my friend's home for the whole day.. and I have been studying for 6 hours so far.. which is quite unbelievable.. the main reason might be because of my mobile.. It hasn't rung today.. the whole day.. wuhooo.. I am unloved.. no one wants to hang out with me.. how depressing..

Talked to mum and bro on the phone this afternoon for 45 minutes.. since I hadn't been talking to them on the phone since last week.. and most of our conversations are through MSN.. (yea.. my mum has a msn).. Poor brother is sick at the moment.. and he doesn't have a driver to drive him everywhere.. because the driver is in Melbourne and studying like a bitch.. phew~

Got to go back to study!!

Gossip and Monopoly Day..

I was going to have lunch with Wen and Roy this afternoon at 1pm.. and they ditched me.. wth!!! I called both of them at 12.15pm cuz I knew that they wouldn't have woken up if no one called them.. So I did.. I called Wen.. and he didn't pick up.. then I called Roy.. He didn't pick up as well.. I was quite annoyed by both of them.. after 15 minutes I called Wen again.. and he picked up this time.. and he was like.. uhhh.. I am very tired.. then I was like remember we had a lunch date?? then he was like.. oh ya.. call me at 11am then.. it was 12.30pm when I called him.. wth!!!

So the lunch date was cancelled.. thank God.. Winnie the saviour called.. She said she wanted to have lunch together.. haha.. Actually we had already planned to hang out in the afternoon.. So.. It was just right.. We called Nick, Zhao Wei, Sze Nee and Darren as well.. But ended up only Winnie, Sze Nee, Darren and I had lunch together.. hahaha.. we were gossiping for the whole time.. and also paying out each other.. *Darren was very pro at it.. I was dead*

After lunch.. we didn't know where to go.. so I suggested to go to Sze Nee's apartment to play mahjong.. *I don't know how to play.. But I want to learn*.. Unfortunately.. her sister left the mahjong at her friend's place.. so we played monopoly instead.. It was long time go since I last played Monopoly.. It was fun.. And I lost.. I was bankrupt.. and that's the end of the game..

Two Birthday Boys In A Day!!

"HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY TO WEN AND JASON!!!"

Dear Wen,
I hope that you can actually quit smoking by today as you said.. and you will get reward from a Roy and I.. I will definitely treat you a big and healthy and also yummy meal.. =) Sorry for not going to clubbing with you guys tonight.. cuz I am not really a clubbing person that I have told you.. See you tomorrow.. your little present is with me still.. hope that you will like it..
Dear Jason,
Finally you are legal.. I know that you can't wait for today.. and now you are 18.. legal for everything.. going to the same club as Wen tonight yea? Have fun there.. I am sure you will like it.. I can't believe this will be your first time to go clubbing..

one week to go till the end of term break..

sorry for not updating nowadays.. (as if i have frequent readers).. haha.. anyways.. I am just too lazy to update hahaha..

My interview on Thursday was alright.. I think I did pretty well.. the questions were all predictable.. such as.. expectations towards this college.. talk about yourself.. (this was hard.. cuz I didn't wanna brag myself and I had nthg to brag about anyways) haha..

Some photos for the week..

I have only done 24 hours of study for 6 days.. which is considered as not good enough.. cuz I was supposed to do at least 6 hours per day.. due to my slack-ness and laziness.. I just couldn't do it.. damnnn..