Why do i bother?

i care bout my friends.. especially those who are close to me.. once i received some bad news from someone about my close friends.. i would definitely stop everything i am doing at that moment.. and call my friend up to help..

and now.. i think that i am wrong.. i shouldn't be bothered to care so much.. cuz i might make some problems out.. that i always don't know.. so.. there are many times that i prefer to shut up my mouth and not commenting on anything.. but.. i always get to know so many stuff.. can't help it.. i just can't help myself not involving in that situation.. whatever..

i was trying to tell my god son about those stuff that annoy me at the moment.. but he is watching series.. and he is also sick.. so why do i bother to tell ppl what i feel since they don't even understand.. i just couldn't find a friend that is always there for me anytime.. anywhere..

i suck..