Tuesday, July 15, 2008

my first post back at school..

what can i say? i am so dead.. i don't want to come back.. everyone said so.. i just can't make this school as my second home.. cuz it doesn't even feel like home.. sorry to say that..

anyways.. school starts today.. and i really can't be bothered to attend all those classes.. once i think about it.. teachers teaching in front of the class and i will be half sleeping at the back of the class..

things always don't turn up the way i have expected them to.. i promised myself not to cry when i got back here.. unfortunately.. i didn't cry at penang airport.. and i cried when the plane was taking off for melbourne in singapore.. i was leaving asia.. to another place that i should be.. i miss the smell of penang(full of smoke).. i miss my parents.. i miss my friends.. i miss everything of penang.. =(

4 months of school isn't short.. it's super duper long for me.. i really need to go home.. i want to go home..!!!!

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