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I hadn't done so badly in maths ever.. and last Friday.. I got my practice exam's score for specialist maths back.. and I did so badly.. even the teacher was so shocked.. and so did I.. I failed.. and not even a nice mark.. very very unpredictable score.. no one would want to know how bad did I go..

On Saturday when I called my mum.. everything was still alright.. and when my dad talked to me.. he was like "if you want us to come to your speech day.. you really have to pray hard.." Something happened at home obviously.. My great grandma is very ill now.. *everyone out there.. "great grandma" doesn't sound like a close relative right?? but no.. I am really close with her*.. Once my dad told me about that.. My tears just flowed out from my watery eyes.. I haven't seen her for 3 months.. and I won't be back till November.. there is another month left.. I miss her.. I want to go home.. but I am not allowed to cuz dad said so.. She couldn't talk to me on the phone because she didn't have energy.. and her throat hurts when she talks..

On Sunday.. *withheld*(no number) appeared on my phone screen.. I wished that it wasn't my mum.. cuz I didn't wan to know any bad news.. and yea.. It was my mum.. and she asked me whether I was free or not.. of course I would say yes.. She asked me to talk to my great grandma.. I did.. I was like "ah zhor.. ah zhor.. can you hear me?? you have to stay healthy.. I am coming back in a month time.." but there wasn't any response from her.. tears flowed again.. my heart was cramped.. I asked my dad again whether she was still very ill or not? and he said no no.. she was getting better now.. I knew he didn't want me to be worried.. then he passed it to my aunt.. she was crying when she talk to me on the phone.. how could I not be worried?? I really want to get a ticket and fly back striaght away!!!

I couldn't sleep on Sunday night.. I called Ah Qi.. she knew how I felt.. I hardly cry on the phone when I talk to Ah Qi.. I think I never cried on the phone when I talk to Ah Qi.. and that night I did.. thanks for the comfort you gave me.. much appreciated.. then I still couldn't sleep.. I called my dad.. he told me that my great grandma was a bit better after she heard my voice.. I miss her.. I want to go home!!!

30 days here is too long for me now!!!

Happy Day!!

Although I didn't do well in some of my practice exams but anyways.. some other events made my day!!!

1. 2 distinctions for me.. English as a Second Language and Specialist Maths..
2. 1 distinction for my bro.. English as a Second Language..
3. ROY IS GOING TO QUIT SMOKING!!!
4. WEN MANAGED TO STOP SMOKING FOR 14 DAYS!!

wuhoo.. these random events just made my day.. I am so so so glad.. I am so pleased that I got distinctions for subjects that I am not that confident with.. and my bro.. this is the first time for him to get distinction.. and Roy.. finally told me that he was going to quit smoking.. this has been my birthday wish for 2 years.. Wen finally managed to control himself.. yes!!! Everything is just incredibly great today..

First Day of School..

Buhoohoo.. it's 12.23pm now.. I should be studying for my next prac exam which is English.. but I really can't be bothered(cbf).. I can't wait till all of this crap end.. I am so so so over school although I have only 37 days left.. I am procastinating.. that's why I am blogging.. hahaha..

Look!! Look!! Look!! I am only crossing out the days in the green box.. hahaha.. only half of the term.. yuhooo..
Back to this small hole of mine in GGS.. unfortunately.. My light above my desk is flickering.. It is so annoying.. cuz now I have to turn on another light to study which is yellow.. I prefer white lights for study.. duhh.. waiting for the maintainence ppl to come over today..
*it is a bit messy.. cuz I can't be bothered to tidy it up*


Oh yea.. I bought another pair of havaianas for myself.. blue blue blue.. that's the only thing I bought throughout the term break.. I didn't even go shopping.. duhh..

My Last Night For This Term Break!!

Omg.. last night for me to stay in Sarah's apartment.. and it's the end of the holiday.. buhoohoo.. and Tuesday till Friday will be my practice exam.. omg.. I am not prepared.. I am sure I will not do well in it.. shit..

I don't want to go back to school.. but now.. I am trying to think positively.. 1 month and 5 days till I can go home.. wuhoo.. and 19 days till my parents are coming for my speech day.. 19 days left till I graduate.. these 36 days will be very stressful.. study study and study.. that's my priority.. thank God that I have got almost all the songs I need to study.. Jay Chou and SHE rock my world.. =) Getting SHE's new album from my bro tomorrow.. and Jay Chou's album I have to wait till mum comes over.. But anyways.. I have got most of them.. *downloaded.. which is not a good supporter of his does.. but I just can't wait.. so sorry*

I have done 50 hours of work this holidays.. and I am pretty satisfied with myself.. although some of the days I wasn't too concentrating.. but anyways.. I have done most of my work that I am required to do..

Overall.. I love this holiday.. although there was some events that I wasn't really happy with.. but still.. I love this holiday.. =)

ps:我懂了..我累了..不说了..梦淹了..

I Miss Terry Law!!!

Terry is back!!! And I finally got to meet her this whole afternoon till night.. wuhoo.. thanks to her mum.. treating us everything today.. Thank you.. she must have spent more than 600 bucks today for 10 of us.. lunch.. karaoke.. and dinner..

I will not get to meet her till the end of this year.. maybe christmas or new year.. I will definitely going over to Hong Kong.. =) I might want to go over earlier.. hehehe.. I will ask mum..

3 days left till Prac Exam!!

Ok.. the previous post was 6 days till prac exams.. now.. it's 3 days till prac exams.. I thought I haven't studied enough.. but when I went on facebook just now.. I saw quite a few people wrote on others wall telling them that they had only done 5 hours of study.. I have done 10 times more then them.. phew~ I don't feel bad now.. cuz we are supposed to do 100 hours.. 20 hours for each subject.. but now.. I have only done 50 hours.. which is not good enough..

anyways.. Terry Law is here.. wuhoo.. I haven't seen her since she left school.. I am so pumped to see her later.. 10.10am now.. I am going to shower then go out... wuhoo.. (haven't done any work today).. perhaps I should do some maths before I go..

Chao..

ps:sorry for crapping.. just feel like blogging.. =)

6 days left till prac exams

Oops.. Time flies.. and it's almost the end of my term break.. but I rather call it as a study break.. hmm.. I think this term break will be the most productive term break for me.. I haven't been studying so much during breaks.. and now.. I can say that I am kinda working my ass off.. Cuz I want to get into MELB UNI!!! People who aren't putting any afford wouldn't be able to reach their goals.. So.. I have to work harder.. and harder.. cuz VCE(my course) is like a competition.. Everyone out there is studying.. If I am not.. then I will be gone..

Anyways.. I am pretty satisfy with myself today.. I didn't go out at all.. Stayed at my friend's home for the whole day.. and I have been studying for 6 hours so far.. which is quite unbelievable.. the main reason might be because of my mobile.. It hasn't rung today.. the whole day.. wuhooo.. I am unloved.. no one wants to hang out with me.. how depressing..

Talked to mum and bro on the phone this afternoon for 45 minutes.. since I hadn't been talking to them on the phone since last week.. and most of our conversations are through MSN.. (yea.. my mum has a msn).. Poor brother is sick at the moment.. and he doesn't have a driver to drive him everywhere.. because the driver is in Melbourne and studying like a bitch.. phew~

Got to go back to study!!